Sunday, June 28, 2015

My Testimony

Testimony

On April 5th, 2015 I gave my life back to the man upstairs again, and i have to say it has been the BEST decision I've made in a very long time. I had been ignoring God for quite sometime, my attitude and lifestyle just wasn't where it needed to be. As some of you may know, i suffer with a disorder called Bipolar I. I've been diagnosed for 5 years and i have been through so much in those five years. Yes i will admit i have been to a mental hospital TWICE, but don't be too quick to judge... It really does HELP! I'm not your average girl, i struggle really hard with my disorder before i decided to get saved again, i was having very bad episodes. But i can tell you one thing, I serve an AWESOME GOD! My God knew just what i needed to hear when I walked into Little Star Pentecostal Hoiliness Church of Alcolu that day. God has been working in me every since and i have to say it's the most amazing feeling ever! 
I want to let anyone know that is struggling with their faith in God or don't even know God at all-- God can and will help you through any trial you are going through in your life. He knows every outcome before you do, simply because it's all apart of his plan for you even if you don't even understand at the time. You may think man things will never get better, or man he isn't listening to me--WRONG! God hears every cry for help, he knows your every thought, your every worry, and all your hurt. He loves his children more than we could ever imagine. He gave his life, just so that we could live. How amazing is that, i have to say it's truly AMAZING! He gave his life for us, so why not live for him? I ask anyone that don't know God to please know you are NEVER alone. Asking God to come work in your life and allowing him to work in you is the BEST experience you can ever have. it's the most amazing relationship ever!